Some dreams.

I had a dream I was on board a ship. The purpose was that I was selected for something.. maybe a special school? a bridesmaid in a wedding? an asset to a group? I just know that I was selected.

After spending some time on the ship, I noticed my ex boyfriend was also aboard. It didn’t effect me…until the ship hit something and was going to sink. I tried to save him and I couldn’t. So I abandoned the ship.

I had another dream after that. I was in my garage about to leave for a fancy party. I was dressed up in a dress and was ready to leave with my current boyfriend when I realized I hadn’t shaved my legs. 

I sat in the garage with a razor and a bowl of water and began shaving my legs with my dress on. My ex boyfriend appeared as I was doing this. He said he still loved me. I told him I didn’t feel the same way and I was sorry.

He said, “Then why did you try to save me?” [I don’t remember if this line was actually SAID or just implied in my head]

Anyways, dream analysis has always been interesting. And although I don’t believe in it….

Ship/Sink

To dream that a ship has crashed or sunk suggests that you are feeling emotionally out of control. You are expressing some fear or uncertainly within your emotional state. You are afraid of losing something close to you or that something will end because of certain difficulties.

To dream that you abandon ship indicates that you need to move on and let go. Your emotion may be holding you back. Alternatively, consider the phrase “jumping ship”, to indicate changing of sides.

Shaving

To dream that you are shaving suggests that you are making a minor life-changing decision. Some aspect of your daily routine is being altered. Alternatively, it may represent your severe attitude or some sort of self-punishment. It can also have sexual connotations.

Toronto Skyline

Photo by: tintalee’s boyfriend using my camera of course [Good job boo :)]

❝ If you’re the girl that needs a boyfriend and then once she loses that boyfriend she needs to replace him with a different boyfriend, and it’s just this constant stream of boyfriends all the time, and I just don’t feel like I ever wanna be that girl, I wanna be the girl like when she falls in love it’s like a big deal and it’s a rare thing, I guess. ❞

Don't forget me.
Boyfriend:  If I die and you get remarried, will you forget me?
Girlfriend:  ...No [hugs boyfriend]
Girlfriend:  [45 secs later while still hugging] Why would you ask that...
Boyfriend:  ... I don't want you to forget me

This is my 100% my boyfriend.

The awkward moment when you’re watching the video of Someone Like You and you see Adele smoking with a half smile that turns into a glance down and you’re actually hurt to see a mirror image of what you used to feel like. Not awkward… just sad

I heard, that you’re, settled down
That you, found a girl
And you’re, married now…

Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead.

todays start off dream

12:35am-

Boyfriend: gnight. I hope you have good dreams tonight.

Girlfriend: :) gnight

….(-boyfriend cheats on girlfriend with her ex best friend as her whole family watches-)…

10:00am-

Girlfriend:….Fml. (texts boyfriend about dream frantically for she is traumatized)

11:45am-

Boyfriends text: I told you not to have bad dreams you didn’t listen.